the Wikkid podcast
church upbringing gone wrong, depression... and music
We found 10 episodes of the Wikkid podcast with the tag “hell”.
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Episode 31: Red Sweater
December 15th, 2021 | Season 3 | 2 hrs 19 mins
angel desantis, bible, children of god, christianity, cults, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, therapeutic
A silly little song, a violent bible reading and a very unfunny revisiting of messed up church attitudes about sex, with Angel DeSantis talking in detail in the middle of the episode about being born into and growing up in The Children of God/The Family, a pedophile sex cult. (warning, this episode contains a trigger warning, and trigger warnings in and of themselves are found to increase stress and alarm.)
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Episode 30: What You Want
December 8th, 2021 | Season 3 | 1 hr 52 mins
bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, jay semko, kim carson, like a motorcycle, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, the northen pikes, therapeutic
A fun one about high school, and what was cool, and why we weren't. Popped collars, Ralph Lauren rugby shirts, boat shoes, depression and all the rest of it.
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Episode 29: The Magic Castle
December 1st, 2021 | Season 3 | 1 hr 43 mins
bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, therapeutic
Do you have a problem with rules, especially ones that have never been put into words? Is Christianity about hiding one's self away in a church to keep spiritually safe? What would Frank Zappa have to say?
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Episode 28: Vultures In The Sky
November 17th, 2021 | Season 3 | 1 hr 26 mins
bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, jay semko, like a motorcycle, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, the northern pikes, therapeutic
Death In Tiny Spoonfuls: An album/novel concept that centers around entropy, death and impermanence. The value of an outside perspective from someone new. How would your church have seemed to an outsider wandering in? Music production discussion with Jay Semko of The Northern Pikes.
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Episode 26: A Coming Together of Lives
November 10th, 2021 | Season 3 | 51 mins 24 secs
bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, jay semko, lam, like a motorcycle, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, the northern pikes, therapeutic
An influx of new voices into the podcast is announced, including my elusive sister, my old bandmate Troy, and Jay Semko, singer, songwriter and bass player for The Northern Pikes, and a host of others. Three ways people tend to deal with conflict. Writing songs. A revisiting of what's been asserted by the podcast thus far.
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Episode 25: How Long?
August 4th, 2021 | Season 2 | 59 mins 57 secs
bible, christianity, david lynch, depression, devil, evil, faust, fundamentalism, goethe, guitar, hell, home recording, milton, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, therapeutic, twin peaks
Last episode of Season Two. I've always had a deep and abiding interest in evil. (Not in doing it. In how it's depicted one way in the bible, and a very different way everywhere else). Making self-fulfilling prophecies about other people. Homer, Virgil, Dante, Goethe, Milton and so on. All the guys. Spitting in the eye of despair.
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Episode 24: Maybe Some Day...
July 28th, 2021 | Season 2 | 28 mins 57 secs
bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, therapeutic
Cars rusting in fields. Gene Simmons of KISS action figures. Bass players and pretty girls who alike don't show up. Being told you're laid off work. Again. Did I write this song or did Martin Luther, Fanny Crosby or Thom Yorke? Tyler uses whatever he's got lying around the house. Two main kinds of churches selling two main kinds of product. What suited me about my own church, in retrospect. When are you making things better, and when you gilding the lily? My most-requested (noncomedic) song.
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Episode 23: Promises (God's Country)
July 21st, 2021 | Season 2 | 58 mins 10 secs
bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, michael sweet, music, music production, oz fox, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, stryper, therapeutic
I get some help to attempt an country song, sung by the Almighty. Neon pink, bubblegum-flavoured church icing on your steak and mashed potatoes. Why doesn't Michael Sweet age? How much of Stryper is, as he claims, mainly just him? The Christian answer to everything (besides "go to church") is "surrender all to God." (Let go and let God.) Let God make all your life's decisions, essentially. Well, two problems: 1) if you grew up with your life entirely bound to church expectations, you have no say over your "all" to begin with. You can't surrender something you're not in possession of. 2) What if God refuses to make your life decisions for you? Bill tells us what Christians do. Teenagers wandering the street at night, drunk and looking for trouble, benefit from more rules, expectations and structure. Teenagers raised with no freedom are all full up. The Almighty covers Cheap Trick.
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Episode 22: Who Are You, Anyway?
July 14th, 2021 | Season 2 | 29 mins 7 secs
bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, george turcotte, guitar, hell, home recording, michael sweet, music, music production, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, stryper, therapeutic
What if your church took everything, leaving you nothing to "surrender all" to God? If God's real, are we cool with Him being a person with a personality? If so, what kind of personality? What does He want? Some lions are "Born Free" (by Andy Williams) and others aren't. Slipping restraining bolts, dwarf-following and joining Starfleet through the wardrobe. People can make texts appear to have only one possible interpretation, but that's simple-minded. Attempting a wikkid groove.
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Episode 21: A Chance To Backslide
July 7th, 2021 | Season 2 | 43 mins 35 secs
alice cooper, bible, christianity, depression, fundamentalism, guitar, hell, home recording, music, music production, neil gaiman, parents, plymouth brethren, rapture, therapeutic
Drunks who get saved into churchified sobriety have to ensure they don't backslide into the gutter, the misery and the puke. But people like me? We had to ensure we didn't backslide into that grey, bland, paranoid, controlled, muted, competitive piety thing. The "everything's perfectly all right now. We're fine. We're all fine here now, thank you." culture, with people dying inside. Why you don't need to buy a 12-string guitar to get a 12-string sound. The rise and fall of Kevin Smith. Kids know EXACTLY what their parents are getting wrong, but will most likely repeat the same mistakes or invent ones of their own when it's their turn. Neil Gaiman says "make good art." Deer hunting with toothpaste. Making sure that, like a shark, I keep moving forward, keep making stuff, to keep alive, even if people think it's amateurish, vain, negative or casts certain people and groups in a bad light.